You know what? I'm tired of being single. So tired of it.
I do realize that it's probably my fault.
I don't go to a singles ward - too many bad experiences.
I don't go out with friends - I don't have many (and those I do have aren't single).
I don't go to any singles activities - I have no one to go with me (read comment above).
Yesterday I decided that I was in fact going to start going to the singles ward after I got out of my family ward. So I looked up the time of the ward I'm supposed to attend: 1:00 PM. Not too bad. Except I don't get out of my ward until 2:00 PM. Which would mean I would have to ask to be released from my calling - and I've come to really like those litte five year-olds.
So, just to recap: I AM SO READY NOT TO BE SINGLE ANYMORE.
But what more can I do? (I'm seriously asking for suggestions, because I'm at a loss.)